Dont do something just to please others. If YOU aren’t happy with what you’re doing and don’t enjoy it then why even bother putting the time and effort into it? If i were you i just would tell the team thank you for letting you be apart of it and you appreciate it but that it just isn’t your thing and you have decided to no longer be apart of the team. They may be upset for a few days but they will get over it and move on, just like you will. Don’t stay just to make them happy and make yourself even more miserable in the process.
& there is a difference between giving up/quitting and realizing you don’t enjoy something as much as you thought you would.
Do whats best for you because at the end of the day its YOU that has to be happy with your life.
hope that helped.
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